I can transform ya. I can transform ya~
today was lame day. Spent first two periods break talking sick stuff. It started when livia and i agreed that Amanda looked like a suckerfish. Haha. And Amanda landed herself in deep Shit when she said then she could suck haziq as in the meaning of he's the Shit since that fish eat Shit. But as you know, my class is sick so everyone laughed and Amanda could not clear up the misunderstanding no matter what. And more went on. She began to Shit from her nose and breathe through the pores on her butt. Damn gross. And disturbing too.
Keep in mind. Yongwei eat hip hop jelly in a weird manner and it's likely you will lose your appetite after watching him eat.
Late for math tutorial and was chased out by the teacher. Sorry. It's around half of our class. David burst out laughing after walking a short distance from the venue. Laugh so loud for what? I feel mean but even if i go, i will end up sleeping.
Duty. Cant stand that guy. Then dont come la. Come for what? Director so what?
Drained. Hope i can pull through before i collapse.

this is a convo carried out between bored people and chan yi meng.


Clear Chat History
12:24pmMe
hi
12:24pmChan
hello



12:24pmMe
im livia:)
i hacked into khadija's account!
haha.
12:25pmChan
uh.......
yay
12:25pmMe
tsk
12:25pmChan
well done
12:27pmMe
TSK
thought you were typing sth
HI IM CHAN P[O MENG.
and youre chan yi meng
DONT YOU THINK WE SHOULD HANG OUT SOMEDAY
LAME
12:28pmChan
yeah!, lets go have a buffet
then have an eating competition
12:28pmMe
haha
12:30pmMe
how can the secretary of CT talk like that!!!
tsk tsk
i shall speak to yong wei
and get you off ct
AND I PWN YOUR ASS
BWAHAHA.
12:32pmChan
argh im tired thats why ahha
12:33pmMe
poor thing
but you still cant pwn my ass
12:33pmChan
pls lah, yong wei cant kick me out of ct
12:33pmMe
oh
we are saving this convo to send to ct teacher in charge and president
and no its not because we're bored
i mean
i
i, not we
only i and i alone
one person
12:35pmMe
sorry
that's not me
haHA
that's jonathan
haha

Gosh. What a lousy half day today. The school doesnt let us out until 1130? My class was let out at 920 so we had to wait. Leaders' investiture was boring but some of the music is quite cool? It was quite warm and the GOH was talking about swim finals today:) i am still not updated on the results. Tsk.
Had to stay for drama rehearsal. I was very tired and fell asleep waiting for 2pm to come. Fast forward. I'm still scared of the scream. I think i will have nightmare. Shivers. Justin left his spare phone behind and it's his iphone. I ran to pass it to him. He's Damn fast. When i saw him, he was on his mom's car already. Hannah said i ran funnily. I was reckless. I realised my luck has to be high for me to not get injured all the time. The way i jumped around. Even I'm scared for myself.
Hope all these end soon. Although i like skipping lessons, i dont like staying in school late.

Today's a super short day for me:) only proper lesson was one period of math tutorial but i didnt do my homework. Haix. I should resign too. Anyone?
Physics tutorial was just playing com at the com lab. The two sadistic people in front of me were way freaky. They were enjoying a youtube video on how lasik is done. It sounds alright. But it really shows the process. All the poking in the eye. Blood all over. Scraping the eye. Yuck. I was trying to distract myself. They were like laughing as though they were watching a comedy. I can totally know why I'm not taking biology. Eww..
swimming competition. It was boring at the start so i took so many random photos. Sorry about that. Well done. We didnt come in last! Haha. The guys made such an effort to beat yj or Sth but to know that yj was dq. Haix. Swim guys are sick too.

Livia, I'm not really emo. Those are just complaints. * Change pink band to the other hand*

headache. think i'm coming down with something. gosh.
although monday is a short day, it seems like a long day to me. my head is mostly on the table but i dont want people to see my screwed up hair so i tried to cover with my jacket which didnt work. my life sucks. dont understand anything in tutorials or lectures.
Econs lecture. stupid haziq woah-ed very loudly when the teacher came up with the example about having an uncle working at geylang to come to the lecture. the teacher was like okay, corrections he sells durian. then she pointed at haziq and said that guy over there was like woah-ing very loudly.
gp tutorial. another irritating andrew sat beside me. and said that my hair was shorter than his. insulted. i was vandalising my handout. there's a black sheep at the edge of the paper with the words,"blah blah black sheep" below it. and more random vandalism. khadija was so in love with her name and kept writing her name in the handout.
econs tutorial. discussion of pbl. i can see that miss yip is sick and tired of us slacking. my pbl group kept digressing. talk about our life. that haziq refused to meet out on sunday because he said he has a life. hello, like we dont have.

hello, fang ning:) and amanda you are funny!

i hate the auntie who cut my hair!
this is the first time i cried so much over my screwed hair.
gosh. i hate this.
it's best not to remind me of my hair tomorrow or any other days because ignorance is bliss and the truth always hurts.
i cant see my hair all the time so dont remind me!

the starting video for music fest. The house comm won again but couldnt find the video..

MUSICFEST. 23.4 FM.

I dont know how much i remembered from the sleeping so i will try to recall as much as possible.

screwed up. screwed up.
i agreed that often screwing up doesnt mean that it's okay to screw up.

miss a lot of lessons thanks to the full dress rehearsal. actually friday's lessons suck so i dont really mind. but my napfa is postponed to next friday :( if you still dont get what i mean, it means running with the guys! by myself? but amanda is kind enough to volunteer to run with me next week. Thank you:) It means a lot to me:)

down for duty for musicfest. the supposedly biggest event for PA crew. but my job is the simplest and junk job. not worth mentioning.

the emcee were quite funny.
the pyxis video was damn loud and the audience turned and looked at me, trying to signal me to lower the volume. erm, for your info i dont control the volume. No point looking at me.
haha. there's this part where we switched on the smoking machine to smoke the stage. but the fire alarm rang cos of the smoke. haha. the emcees were like errr.. then they did the awkward turtle thing. haha. it rang for quite some time so we decided it's not worth it to switch on the smoke machine. Or else music fest will be nothing but fire alarm.
Erm, i cant remember the sequence so it's a bit mixed up.
The drum duo was good, just that they seem to love shouting a lot. The whole thing is quite lame but i was quite high yesterday so was laughing at everything. You can ask Cheng Yee. Haha.
Natalie's performance was alright, she went a bit off sometimes. and she's freaking annoying for a finalist.
Eugene Lum's good. first for solo or vocal.
Who else? cant remember.
Dance. Jiayi and nic's dance was damn good. can sense the passion for dancing in them. i was touched the first time i watched it but i watched so many times, i am alright with it already.
The O.M.G performance was good too. The michael jackson moonwalk.
The teachers band were good too. Ean Xiang came up with the idea for them to come out from the audience:)
I will talk about the rest of it later. I'm late for school!

Finally PI is done. But there's worse to come. Haix. EOM..
During break, there's less than 10people eating together. Livia was talking about licking herself and her wound. Like er.. Even Andrew was like gross eh. Skin tastes like soap? Seriously. Yuck.
Mrs liew said that she wont be coming for pw but she appeared for lessons. And there's less than 10people in the class cos these people were staying in class to do their own stuff. Oh before that. Math tutorial. Haha. Cos everyone wanted to go home early and tried to find ways to skip lessons. But not everyone dared. But people from Chinese lessons were funny. Seriously, i still didnt know who betrayed them. They were pushing blames to each other for the failed plan. Haha. Okay, coming back. Those people left in class during pw were desperately calling the others to come back so that they could get to know their pw groups asap. Haha. Haziq was the funniest. He's on the way home already but he took the trouble to come back. If it's me, i dont think i would.
I hope we will work out well as pw group. Hope that the comfort with being with each other wont hinder us in any way.

I'm gonna be strong

Fine, breaking up is better
This was going to happen between us anyway
You were going to do this anyway
This is better, better than falling deeper in love anyway
I think of it as fortunate, that's why I'm okay

I gave you all my all
I believed you so I gave you my all
But you threw that away
I gave you my everything
So I'm gonna be okay

I'm gonna be okay
I'll be okay
Gonna be okay
Baby without you
Without you
Baby without you
Without you

Without you, I'll be cooler
More cooler
I'm going to stand up
Without you
I'll live on
Without you

Listen, everything happens for a reason
Everything happens for a reason
This is the last time you'll meet another man
Your words don't even make sense
Just turn around
It hurts me too much
I don't want to see you anymore

I was being fooled all this while
I didn't even know who you were
But I know now
You don't know love
So that's why I'm gonna be okay

Gonna be okay
I'll be okay
Gonna be okay
Baby without you
Without you
Baby without you
Without you

Without you, I'll be cooler
More cooler
I'm going to stand up
Without you
I'll live on
Without you

Why are you doing this to me, why?
Why do you have to do this to me, make me cry?
Was it enough to throw everything we had?
All of the times we were together
And the times we can never be together again
Aren't they wasteful, to you?
Does it not matter to you?
Even now, are you okay without me?

I'm gonna be okay
Gonna be okay
I'll be okay
Gonna be okay
Baby without you
Without you
Baby without you
Without you

Without you, I'll be cooler
More cooler
I'm going to stand up
Without you
I'll live on
Without you


I love the lyrics too:)

argh.
PI. PI.
rejction.
life sucks.
life is so unfair.
why is life never fair?
why am i the unlucky one that is not academically, musically or sport inclined?!
i cant do my PI,
cant pass my mock nafa,
cant play any instrument..
not that that concerns me..

i'm in a dilema.
i feel that i should give up.

everything happens for a reason, everything happens for a reason.
then can i know the reason?
i feel like giving up now.

complimentary mv:
without u.

yup. i screwed up by oversleeping.
i set my alarm alright. what's with me and oversleeping recently? argh.
i heard something that made me very insulted! i will remember this, okay?! you better watch out! haha. kidding.
sat this lorry which is super scary. the door can slide open any moment.
and inside it's super dark and we felt like mr seet was taking us to thailand to sell or sth.
was stoning a lot. some people just disappeared without informing the ic?! then i have to man 3 booths? the drinks, goody bags and the collection of their own bags. gosh. they should give me some award. haha. kidding.

Class outing.
Was blogging on my phone and i dont know why but it only allow a certain number of words in a post. But i didn't know the word limit so decided to type a separate post.
Class outing. Not a lot of people but enough to join tables:) The guys were lazy lousy. Whatever you call it. The girls were standing on the bus and the guys sat down. Tsk. Khadija sat down to talk to her friends and we chided her for going over to the other side. The dark sitting down side. We ate at pastamania and the girls talked about everything under the sun. The guys were antisocial due to Samuel's new iphone. Talking about that.. The first application he downloaded was the dictionary?! He downloaded gc too. If it's me right, i will download pool first. Muhahahaha. I love pool though i suck at it. Okay, coming back. We talked about what kind of pasta we like. Then linked to what primary school. Yup, my primary school's name is quite a mouthful but no choice. Haha. Didnt know fang ning knew Samuel and yi meng since primary school 0.o And we started talking about our secondary school. Amanda claimed that whichever school she goes to their standard will drop. And she also claimed that girls from cedar are violent. Erm, how about ip kids? The boys? Then we talked about the history of our secondary school. And Jonathan has this look that he's going to boast about vs. Haha. Oh. I forgot the guys. Samuel wanted to eat ban mee, the majority won and we ate pasta. He ate linguine. Which is like a higher classed ban mee. we laughed at the alternative taken by him. Went home after that and what happened on the train was embarrassing.

Today was a short day because we shifted our physics practical so school ended at 2:30:)
actually, i didnt really want to blog but after reading fang ning's blog, i was laughing and typing the blogger website.
Haha. Pw. Yep. The one i read and lol-ed at fang ning's blog. Andrew, David, yongwei were standing outside class. The rest were in class, waiting for our teacher to come. Fang ning wanted to ask yongwei to find the teacher due to his position. We looked out, trying to signal to them. Andrew caught us looking out. And here comes the shocking thing! He grabbed yongwei's face and pretended to snog him. I think yongwei pretended to snog back. Oh my god! It's disturbing. David acted like we shouldnt see this kind of stuff and used a paper to block our view. Amanda was like it's so fake can? But that was not the point! Girls no matter how close dont do that. It's so jaw dropping. But after a while, you will think it's funny. Haha. Seriously, my class doesnt work at the same frequency as others.
physics practical. It's so so so boring. Timing the lousy pendulum?! Left. Right. 1. Left. Right. 2.. I'm Damn lag. And stone a lot. I was the timer, and was looking over at the next table when Amanda tapped me and shouted 18! As in we stopped the stopwatch at 20 and my natural instinct was to press the stopwatch. We had to restart again. Sorry. I was assigned to just let go of the bob. Even that i have trouble. Cos whenever i let go, the bob shivered.
Dar3 tomorrow. Hope i can handle and not screw up.

yesterday was a short day:)
4periods of break.
went swimming. haha. rachel was funny. She suddenly started talking in chinese to lucas. We all know he's english speaking. Then he replied that he doesnt know how to speak chinese. Haha. Rachel called him a sweet potato in chinese but lucas was like what's that. gosh funny. then he asked samuel. samuel was like my chinese sucks. and he too asked what it is. He went and asked david. my gosh, david is not even pure chinese and he gave the blank look. haha. they are damn funny.

today was so boring.
chemistry practical/tutorial. mrs toh called andrew to go to the board to draw his atoms structure. he took livia's to draw but the teacher told him it's wrong after he returned to his seat. he was scolding livia while walking to the board again. haha. mrs toh was like whose answers are those ah? andrew still got his drawing wrong. it doesnt sound funny here but it was then. some of us agreed that he's the worst chemistry rep. haha.
econs. charissa was high. she was laughing at everything. building bus interchanges near mrt station? jonathan was trying to explain his depends theory. haha.
pbl 3 is coming soon. gosh. swimming nationals coming. hope it doesnt clash with the projects.

Oh my. I'm going crazy now. I'm starting to like third period pe too. I seem to like so many things. Gosh. I was like since it's good for me, i should go. And it's not that tough. Haha. Oh my. I'm going bonkers!
Chemistry was retarded today. Or should i say my class during chemistry?! A bunch of ... So irritating!
GP was rather funny. About the guy who sex changed to marry his wife back again. It's not the story that's funny. It's more of those comments after reading it that is funny. Amanda & Martin totally were like lost. And Amanda claimed that it's like mother, like son. Haix. Yup, the story about the guy who never kept in contact with anyone else again is touching. Hope his life is alright now.

I dont think i can make it. I seriously doubt it. My confidence was 70% but it's slipping to almost 20% now. My confidence was never high. This was one the rare cases that it's more than half. But due to circumstances, ... Can i do it? Do i want it that badly? Maybe not anymore. Is it a want or a need? Maybe I'm not for it anymore.

My whole body is aching. My neck and back is probably due to my sleeping position. My palm muscles is due to inclined. My legs are due to getting bad influence from amanda tay who challenged me to sprinting.

stupid headache made me not know what i was doing.
I was on this escalator, going down to the mrt station when my brain suddenly woke up and wondered if i'm on the right escalator, as in the direction.
Then i realised it's obvious that i did or else, i would be already be stuck at the top of the escalator. gosh.
Pain pain pain.
hope to sleep early tonight..

Actually wanted to do some proper blogging but was so busy, didnt get to use the com.
Today- vj parent-teacher session, cedar speech day & tj invitational. Ah. I wished i have gone for the invitational as in to support. Can someone fill me in with details?
Went to speech day. Woke up early and didnt eat breakfast. Was in a foul mood. ExCedarians were chatting happily due to the fact that they didnt see others and were scolded. I know i know. Things should be done at the right time. Gosh. But must you scold? After scolding, i felt leaving right away. Sorry, ke mei. I felt guilty. I dont even know you personally and you helped me. Thank you. Went out with my family. My eldest son was in bali, so didnt go out with us. Went bowling. Saw this super duper grand senior. My bowling techniques suck big times. The ball spun when i didnt want it to. It was retarded because it was rolling straight before it decided to have a mind of its own and did a sharp right turn, heading for the gutter. The bowler told me that's good. Haha. 0 and - are good?!
Didnt really feel like blogging. Have this weird mixed feelings feeling. I'm still trying to figure out why.

Today's a long day but short school time:)
There's only physics lecture and chemistry tutorial as proper lesson.
Pe. I can see that my class is VERY talented in floorball. Lost. Livia scored the first goal unexpectedly. Cos there's no goalkeeper at the other goal. She was just happening to be there when the ball came towards her and she just hit it. The ball moved in some slow motion to the goalpost. And the opponents were running slow motion in some sense towards it too. Haha. Everyone attempted to hug, hi five her but she was trying to get amanda off her back. Haha. Amanda seriously sucked as the goal keeper. she left the goalpost wide open and stood beside it. Wonderful right? Andrew was treating floorball like soccer. He tried to do some soccer ball stopping technique? Haha.
Pw. Funny. We were trying to sub in all kinds of "solutions" into problems? Like using a dog to solve aneroxia? Haha. You see the dog eat so much, you feel hungry? We were laughing more than coming out with constructive ideas.
International idol. It's amazing how the show can be so successful when the rehearsals were so screwed. Good job everyone:)

Today, a day with 5 breaks.

chemistry lecture.
amanda placed her bag behind her which is a dumb thing to do when the people behind are classmates.
so when she's finding her bag in the middle of lecture, it was not there?
then the actors behind just were ignoring her.
so blur her was shouting at the end of the lecture, where's her bag. when it's back in its original place. tsk.

breaks are time for you to rush out your pbl.
haha. finally done.

The amount of food guys eat are super scary.
esp those who are super thin.
seriously, when will the day that i wont be awed by the appetite of the guys?!

chemistry practical.
gosh. i kept screwing up my experiment!
and people who collected their potassium manganate(VII) solution late found themselves with no solution.
haha. we are supposed to get 50 cm3.
and the teacher caught david with more than 200cm3.
haha. those people were cursing him?!

econs lecture.
haha. that guy answered correctly again and everyone was cheering.
crap. i forgot the funny thing.

math tutorial.
haha we were supposed to set a easy and difficult question yesterday.
but my difficult question was solved easily by genius samuel. ehem.

econs tutorial.
the teacher was cleaning the whiteboard and her back was to us.
she was asking us for the answer.
haha. haziq was saying stupid answers if you consider them answers.
and the teacher was like can you say the answer loudly, Khadija.
my gosh. we started laughing.
charissa was like, it's haziq.
the teacher was like, dont fake me, i heard a girl's voice.
haha.

Dont say goodbye, you are my everything to me~
oh my god! Jae looks so hot in his red top and black leather jacket! Haha. Seriously?! His hair is black again. Yippy:) i love him with his black hair. Although he dressed so casually, it's not a style anyone can pull off. I need to use a com to save the photo like now! But i cant. Gosh. He's with chun. But chun looks like a zebra. Haha. No offends. Red's for cassiopeia! Dbsk Hwaiting!

Today's a boring day~ boring day~ boring day~
econs lecture. My head was almost on the table. Did i mention i overslept today? My gosh. I seldom oversleep and twice in a row is some record breaker. Haha. My bag refused to sit up straight on the floor and haziq tried to clear the space under the table for my bag but ended up pouring green tea all over my file.
Gp. She walked out of class. Although she's not the first to pull this trick, she's the best at doing it. Some went to chase her back but she refused. Then they just sat at the canteen and chatted obviously without the teacher. To make the rest feel guilty. Which is to no avail. Cos the others were like chatting excitedly what they did over the long weekend? And oh my gosh. Concert tickets. I'm broke. Seriously. Oh. Haziq asked why i dont have broad shoulders for a swimmer and i said i dont do butterfly strokes. Then he said then do moth stroke la. When Amanda heard that, she took so long to react, we thought she too thought it's not funny. But after 5s, she burst out laughing. We were like slow eh.
Econs. I dont understand anything. Dont look at me and called my name. I'm in another world.
Math lecture. Limiting? Differentiation? Haha. Too busy collecting my math assignments:) we kept calling yi meng to pass up his assignment. No matter how many times we call him, he didnt hear. Livia tried to wave to catch his attention, he waved back. We were like what?! Oh since he had this weird haircut that we are not very used to, we concluded that the barber accidentally cut off his ears. Hmmm. Not a bad conclusion right? Haha. David was like acting goody goody two shoes and said that we are so mean. Then he said yi meng probably told the barber he wanted to look like mickey mouse but he failed so ended up with this hairstyle? Which is worse? And jonathan said something about him not saying dance or choir is more worth the ticket. Though it's quite obvious. Which make yong wei nearly throwing his bag at him. Haha.
Cca after school. Fell asleep in the library.

This morning was raining and it was a good day for lying in.
AND I OVERSLEPT!
I only woke up when my mom called me on my phone.
She was like, you havent go out!
i was like, crap!
Had to take a taxi but my location for waiting for the taxi was so lousy.
I waited for 40 minutes for a taxi and the ride was 20 minutes?!
People kept snatching my taxi.
There's this fat woman suddenly appearing from nowhere.
But thank you to the person who helped me get my taxi. You rock:)

Yesterday. Good Friday.
Outing was last min cancelled cos somebody was way too busy for us. Thanks a lot. Was feeling lazy. Didnt feel like going out. Sms Jerine that I'm not coming and i forgot to type the keyword. So the message Became I'm coming. Haix. Too lazy to clear up the misunderstanding so just went. Knowing that they were at the skypark. Walked an entire round but just could not find them. They were at some wulu corner. And Natalie did a shengsiong gesture. Haha.
Despite wearing heels, she's still not very tall. Lousy! Haha. Took so many random photo. Huilin's camera ran out of battery. Seriously. I should change my name to random or Sth. Yup. Rayna's stick to that thing cracked us up. And huilin kept saying funny Shit or Sth. Cant remember details. Were discussing how hot jae IS. Which is very. Haha. Told Natalie and Jerine that Rayna's mom and sis were here and they thought i meant it as a April fool's joke-.- went pizza hut to eat. Ya. Yuck. Insect. What else? Hmmm. Cant remember already. Went home together. Talk lots of Crap. Getting married and stuff.

The day after good Friday.
Went out too. Father abraiham has seven children~ this line kept ringing in my head. Haha. Walked around randomly. Ate a lot. Some jap food. Ice cream. Starbucks. Okay someone slap me next time i crave for coffee okay?! Played pool:) yeah. I am in love with pool. Though i suck big times. Haha. Although i have lots of free balls i just could not seem to get ball 14 into the hole. I was quite irritated already.
Shopping:(
i want to go shopping but i dont have money:( I'm broke:(
going out again tomorrow. I'm feeling even more lazy than when I'm in secondary school. I'm dead. My studies is like at the bottom already.

Oh my god! Oh my god! I'm trying to escape reality now. Is it really happening?! I dont want it to! My heart froze upon hearing the news. I could not read on because of the accumulated tears in my eyes. No! I will always believe in you till it happens. Which i really really dont want it to! Please try every way to prevent it. Dont do it! There's so many people out there. Waiting and waiting for your return! Please. My hope. My faith. For you. My belief for you.

They are very creative:)

haha. i find this amusing.
dont kill me.

the quality isnt very good.
but jae doing the stamping on the sofa thing is so kiddy:)
miss him a lot:'(

yesterday, april's fool.
and igloo 4th anniversary.
overall a success:)
was playing wii.
suck at tennis but i enjoy boxing ean xiang.
haha.
got my cornetto:)
haha. after answering a super easy qn:)
was counting on justin to man the booth.
but he walked off and i had to run from the igloo.
haix. tsk.
it was k&jpop heaven yesterday.
there's doushite, stand by you, again&again, lupin, dash girl, genie, etude, ring ding dong and many many more.
There's d-grey man song too.
the laptop owner is a fan boy of dbsk, jae joong!
woah! jae joong rocks:)
had to skip lessons though:(

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