This curtain of emotions is hurting me a lot.
It is keeping me far away from the rest of the world.
I am trapped in this tiny room of mine totally in the dark.
how i wish to draw the curtain and let the sunshine into the room.
it will be lovely to open the window and look out at the beautiful world out there.
the beautiful world that is not cruel.
how i wish i am not stuck here.
i am sitting here wanting for someone to open the door for me to go out.
but i am afraid there is no one.
out there.
hearing my cry for help.
what we could have been, 10:44 am.