It is painful. E way you can feel its pain.
Too terrible to describe.
Like there is an earthquake inside and it spilt you into halves.
Despite magma taking up its place it will leave scars.
these will remind you of the painful meomories.
Or it is like a deep trench.
the mariana trench.
it will take a long time to fill this hole.
but it may be impossible to do so in a lifetime.
what we could have been, 10:19 am.