i feel very not myself today
like my body is very hollow
my soul elsewhere
only a empty shell on the outside
not paying attention to the surrounding
dont feel like talking
like a whole entire different person
disappointed a friend
said such mean words
though not meaning them
unable to take them back
seeing nothing but sadness in her eyes
i am so sorry
about my words
not even sure if you are reading this
but sorry all the same
wish there is something
ro swallow me up this minute
what we could have been, 4:03 pm.